Dots. As per my title ^ above ♥♥

I'm starting afresh at here. I'm giving the choice to you ♥ whether to click it or not. Anyway, I will not post anything personal under this name anymore. So, you will not see this user anywhere.

Toodles, f-list. Hope to see you there, y/y ?

Honestly, just now while I was translating that.. article.. and google-ing his name and seeing the whole damn list was on them. Saying how he hit that 2 woman and shits, it actually hurts. Seeing those idiots, signing on banners to protest against them, blowing up the whole issue, turning the thing against them esp. Changmin. And it's fcking difficult cause I couldn't cry. I have this weird... principle of not crying when I'm not alone.

I rly dont understand those ppl. Why are they being so fcking cruel? Okay, maybe CM lectured them or smth, bla, bla, but why did they blew into something so huge like this?! I never ever expect something like this. The most is those stupid antifans protesting among themselves, bla bla. But hello?! Asking ppl to sign when they dont even what they are signing in the 1st plce is just ridiculous.

And the freaking banner has Tong Vfang Xien Qi on it, like all of China will now see them as, people who go around hitting pregnant woman. And.. during the 5th anniverary, YC was saying he read stuffs and all.. I was wondering if .. he meant this issue. There was this forum, which posted the same article on 24th dec, before the 5th anniversary party.

.......

WHY WOULD ANYONE WANT TO HURT CHANGMIN FOR GOD SAKE. HE'S JUST A FREAKING HUMAN BEING. A YOUNG TEENAGE. WHO ONLY CARES ABOUT EATING. AND EATING. AND TALKING TO ALIENS. AND MAKING FUN OF HIS HYUNGS. AND DIETING. SRSLY, DON'T HURT HIM.

I couldn't bear seeing him.. crying anymore. It's so torturing to see him crying in MKMF. But, at least he cried in public. I'm scared if.. he read this and kept it all inside.. trying to put on a happy face.

..................

Idk what to say. I just want to hug someone. Anyone. Changmin bb. Stupid lappie i cant do love icon. Stupid anti fans.

x-posted from dbsk/personal blog.

;DD


I went and watched Twilight today and it was by far, one of the most boring book-made-into-movie movie I'd ever watch. Seriously. There was no impact, both of the main characters did not click, at all. Lots of staring and way too many awkward moments where they stare into each other and I was all, "ARE YOU DONE STARING? HALLO, SOME ACTIONS PLZ?".

All these while, reading Twilight and the 2nd book which I'd forgotten the title, I actually imagine Jaejoong as Edward.

 

I mean, how could you not?! Beautiful, extremely pale and fair skin, beautiful, gorgeous, changing eye colour (Contacts, anyone? :DD), hot, sexy, those kind that make me lose for words whenever I see him ♥

Oh yeah, you know when Edward Cullen walked into the sunlight scene? kdhfkdhgd I'd almost died. HE FREAKING SPARKLE. Like, bling bling! Like, excessive use of photoshop anyone? Srs, Jaejoong could walk into a unlit room and still sparkle to me.

& the worst thing is, he's dlkghldgh hairy D: D: D: Hair all over his arms, and chest! There's ... some dying to snake out of his chest and it's nt V-neck for god sake. sry, I got this huge fear of hairy men. Arms, chests, anywhere for that matter. That's why I couldn't stand seeing Min/Ho's armpit. It's like, rainforest in thr. *shivers* I ♥ Jae and Su's tho. Hairless men are lurve ♥

/bricked by Edward fans/

Oh yeah, is it me or Bella looks like a cross btw. Hermione and Blair? More of Blair tho. She's so freaking fair (dies of jealousy). OH AND, CARLISLE IS SO FKING HOT. When he appeared I'd almost had my 6464464th orgasm. The previous was by, looking at Jae's nip slit. So, so hot. Way hotter then Edward. Edward, too ... manly for my liking.




ANYWAY, gotta go now. Have to check Films for last time. Then, I can start revision tomorrow night 8D.

Title : Oh my, Bad!fic.
Length : One Shot (1.1 words)
Author : lollyribena
Pairing : Yunjae/Jaeho
Rating : G
Genre : Crack to the maximum, smut.
Summary : When smut scene clashes with bad!fic.
Beta-ed by: No one, because bad!fics are usually un-beta-ed.


( “OUCH WTFBBQDUCK !!!! Are you trying to kill my Joongie!!!? DAMN, you cock killer!!” )

NO BASHING ABOUT THIS ELSE I'D SHOOT YA WITH JAE'S STICK MY RIFLE AND I'M NOT AFRAID TO USE IT. I MEAN IT.

Now that's settle, I shall start. Yes, this is also on one of the dozen posts on the Mirotic Teaser Video. And yes, I know, we all have our moments of staring at the mini (LQ) screen, squinting, trying to find for a nip or two, hyperventilating, choking over saliva, losing your sanity (finding them back) and lose them all over again. Well, I did.

Sigh, what I'm trying to say, although I really like the new style. The baring it all style (well, who doesn't?), I'm a little distressed. You know, it's like you have this boyfriend, and all in a sudden, he change to an overall new person. It's that bittersweet feeling I'm getting now. I know it's still them. I know DBSK will always be DBSK forever and no doubt, my love for them will never ever change nor falter.

It's just that, I felt as if I missed an important part of their life. Like watching a show, and suddenly, one of the scene went missing. Idk how to portray it nor do I want to diss them or anything. I'd just miss their Hug days, their SMP days, Balloons MV, those mvs. I miss it really much. I miss it when they're so innocent. When they're them, as the Dong Bang dorks. I don't mean to say now they've changed, they lost their own image and all that.


Sigh, Idk what came over me. It'd just came awhile ago and brought me this mess. Sorry if this has made any of you uneasy, but I had to get this off my chest. Just going through a bad day.

. . . - by akagasuki.

1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 56.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the next seven sentences in your journal along with these instructions.
5. Don't dig for your favourite book, the cool book, or the intellectual one: pick the CLOSEST.
6. Tag five other people to do the same.


How was I to know that sending a compliment slip did not actually involve complementing anyone? No one had told me and I wasn't psychic(although I wish I was). It was the kind of mistake anyone uninitiated person could make, but it became a watershed event.
It took pride of place in the family folklore and crystallized everyone's opinion of me : I was a token flare. They didn't mean it unkindly, of course, but it wasn't easy. However, everything change when I met Shane, my soulmate.  Shane and I were delighted with each other because we thought exactly the same way.


Extracted from : Anybody Out There, Marian Keyes.

Tagging : chloe1910 , daynah_bo, kattan69 , razra-eizel, thousandbirds  .

Title : The Perfect Equation
Length : One Shot (1090 words)
Author : lollyribena
Pairing : Yunjae/slight Yooso
Rating : G
Genre : Fluff
Summary : A day out for the boys.


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( Dolphin laughter filled the air as Junsu pummeled Changmin to the lawn, rolling on the flowerbed until Yunho stomped his feet, hands on the hips. )

I'm the worst procrastinator. Ever.
I'd been wanting to finish my on-going fanfic since this morning. But no,

- Aka decided to surprise me with their OHSOHAWT teaser pic.
- Made icons.
- Went on reading Friend's updates.

Great. Will try to finish it tomorrow. Hopefully D;

Idk if this is the right way to upload icons in bulk. I KNOW there are some other way, but I'm sorta rushing so here it is. Icons of the 4th Korean Album teaser picture :DD  I don't usually do icons on a normal basis. IN FACT, this is my very 1st Batch of Icons :D

1st batch;

             

2nd Batch







Credits to : lollyribena
Insert this in the userpic comment box : <lj user="lollyribena">

Thank you XD

I told akagasuki I was sleepy. And she showed me this. Sweet mother of.
This. LITERALLY. Took. My. Breathe. Away.
/hyperventilates.









God knows how much I'd love to lick every inch of the them picture now.

I LOVE SMent for putting Yunjae next to each other!! and GOD, is the both of them like, naked?! I can see his yummy shoulder and a big of his oh-so-delicious abs. And Yoochun, his shoulder! Changmin ahhh, I can't see your body D;  AND JAE'S HAND IS DANGEROUSLY NEAR TO YUNNIE'S AAAHAHAHAHA & Yoochun's hands is at Jae's ass (So Aka claims) 8D
LOLOLOL

*pulls off cloth violently*
It's not coming off them!! Wai ;__;

Picture says a thousand words. (or something along the line)
This is the truest phrase ever! I can't stop saying Oh GOD now. Shit. And I keep scrolling up, type, scroll, type, scroll type.

/scrolls up again.

OH GOD.
I will say something about the pic later. When I'm done spazzing.

I LOVE MY HEADER SO MUCH.
/licks.


I'm not sorry for the caps words. :p Only the boys could make me spazz like these, & I love them so.
<33

 

Title : The Forbidden Fruit
Length : One Shot (1333 words)
Author : lollyribena
Pairing : Yunjae
Rating : G
Genre : Humour, Fluff, Crack
Summary : When Yunho brings home something and Jaejoong went ballistic.


I would like to thank akagasuki </lj> for beta-ing for me, kattan69 </lj> for mentioning about a certain something and chloe1910 </lj> for infecting Kat with it. XD

 

 

( “What. The Fuck. Is That Awful Stench!?” )

 

Just writing here in case it got lost or something.


Tuesday
Moral Studies (L)                               [ 8.00-9.30 Audi C 301 ]
Film & Arts Appreciation (L)             [ 2.00-5.00 C 409]

Wednesday
Office Application (L)                        [ 4.00-6.00 -- Audi C 301 ]

Thursday
Moral Studies (L)                              [ 8.00-9.30 Recital Hall ]

Friday                                   
Office Application (T)                        [ 12.00-2.00  Comp.lab A ]   

..- depressed. Just checked my marks for last semester. I officially have my 1st freaking C grade since starting college. I've never even get B grade before, and now I have this really ugly C grade on my academic result. Great, just great. Someone shoot me please, or hand me a riffle so I could do it myself.

Thank god (and myself) I got A for the other 3 subjects. I really have to cross my fingers for Writing for AP subject.
Sigh. Going off to bed now. Have to wake up early to drive dad around.

*the horror*

Gnite everyone !

Title : Doushite Kimi wo Suki ni natte Shimattandarou
Length : One Shot (1630 words)
Author : lollyribena
Pairing : Yunjae
Rating : G
Genre : Melancholic, Angst
Summary : I'm leaving it to your imaginary.


Ahh. I took 2 hours to write it cause I kept backspacing and rewrite them again ! I really hope you will like this (:  It's my 1st lyrics-based fiction. You have to hear the song while reading it ! Don't mind the broad spacing though. I don't why it keep having so many spaces even when it wasn't like this when I'm typing it, anyone know how to fix it? Anyway, happy reading !


#1
Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou
どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう
Why did I end up falling for you?

My heart beat thrice as fast whenever I lay my eyes on you. You came in, dusted the corners and claimed your spot in my heart, but I'd never got the chance to occupy yours. One day, someone came and took your heart. She came in between us, stepped into my position and held your hands like how I used to lovingly hold them in mine. Deep within me, a sliver make its presence known.

(Joongie, meet my friend, Hikari.)

Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto
どんなに時が流れても君はずっとここにいると思ってたのに
No matter how much time has passed

3 years, 5 years, 9 years, you're still here with me. Still here to comfort me when I cried after you told me, my Jjigae wasn't up to the standard and a little salty. Still here to tease me when a girl sent me a love letter, only to squeak when it was for you. When you broke up with your 1 year-girlfriend, I stayed all night at your place, wiping away your tears, providing warm hugs and offering soothing words.

(She left me for another guy, Joongie.. Am I not good looking enough? Look me in the eye and tell me the truth and stop laughing ! It's not even funny.)

Koko ni iru to omotteta noni
でも君が選んだのは違う道
I still thought you were right here

You're there when I need you. There are no spoken words of our future. Only plans for the next second, next hour and tomorrow. I thought we'd be together forever, spending the rest of life in each other's company, to eternity.

Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi
But you've already chosen a different path

One day, he cockily shoved his hands to you. A single platinum band was tightly snugged on his 4th finger. You let out a half-crooked grin and genuinely congrats him. A beautiful woman stepped out from the side and walked towards him. He threw her a look that was only meant for you, before she stepped into his life. She let out a giggle and falls into his opened arms. The couple smiled at you. You smile back.

(Isn't it nice, Jae? She chose it for me.)

#2
Hajimete deatta sono hi kara
はじめて出会ったその日から
Since that day I first met you

It was sunny. Barely a cloud in sight. You’re leaning against me as we sat under a tree. I looked at you and caught a grin on your smug face as you challenged me to another round of "Dance Mania". Some sort of dance game you created because you knew you'd always win. When I did not answer, you pout and your eyes grew big. You stood up and I reluctantly follow suit.

(Jaejae, please please please, play "Dance Mania" with me. Just one last time, I pinky promise.)

Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shittanda
君を知っていた気がしたんだ
I felt like I already knew you

You clasped your sticky hands into mine and I'd immediately knew I found you. I saw my future with you in it. Entering the same college, graduating together, building a family, celebrating anniversary, having kids. Even though we just bonded 30 minutes ago, I'd already love you.

Amari ni shizen ni tokekonde shimatta futari
あまりに自然に溶け込んでしまった二人
You and I melded into each other so smoothly

It felt so right to be near you as how our stark contrast compromises each other. You slow me down when I fall into my jumpy spell and I spice up your life with my random doings. When we embrace, it felt as if we're two separate clasps of Yin and Yang, only to found each other. It was a perfect fit as our heart beat at the same pace, at the same spot, and at the same time.

When you're there, I was there. We went everywhere together, holding hands. It was an awkward sight for some, but for us, there's nothing more blissful than to be side by side, exchanging looks when our parents started singing out-of-tune oldies.

#4
Tokubetsuna imi wo motsu kyou wo
特別な意味を持つ今日を
The special meaning held by this day

It was in a church, your wedding was held. Earlier, you asked for me to be your bestman. I agreed. How could I not, it was your day. It was the day I have to let you go. Once and for all.

Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo
幸せ顔で立つ今日を
Today you stood with a happy expression

You stood by the priest donning a sharp, black tuxedo, leather shoe and a whiff of your favourite cologne, anxiously awaiting for your future. I noticed you no longer use the one I sent you every month. As she walked down the aisle, I could see tears forming and yours eyes became glassy. You looked at me and I gave you a silent nod.

Kireina sugata de kami sama ni negatteru kimi wo
きれいな姿で神様に願ってる君を
You looked beautiful while praying to God

So, so beautiful as the sun light shine on your face, you glow. You stood there, with a still face, in which you break into a broad smile 5 seconds later.

(Joongie, I couldn't help myself! Stop grinning like a fool and come take a picture with me and my girl.)

#6
Boku janai hito no tonari de
僕じゃない人の隣で
But I wasn't the one next to you

I was standing among the guests. You were standing in front of the priest with a woman beside you. How did this happen? Why did I allow you, of such an arrangement? Who is she? Why is she in my place?

 

Shukufukusareteru sugata wo
祝福されてる姿を
And the image of you receiving blessings

Tears fall when you looked up and said, I do. But those words was not for me. It was for the beautiful woman in white gown, looking up to you.

Boku wa douyatte miokureba ii no darou
僕はどうやって見送ればいいのだろう
Of that how could I let go?

You looked every so stunning, by just standing there. I place my palm on my chest and felt something crack beneath it. It hurts. Hundred of arrows rained on the same spot and I clutched it tightly, refusing to show it on my face.  I wanted to tell you, I do too. I wanted to step out and announce it to the whole world. But, how could I, when you're standing there, looking in her eyes, a look I longed for so badly.

 

#7
Soredemo kimi ga boku no soba hanareteite mo
それでも君が僕のそば離れていても
But still, even if I'm nowhere near you anymore

I walked home after it ended. I walked alone and you were not by my side, guiding me across the road. You were there with her. Having the best moment of your life. I must not be selfish.

Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto
永遠に君が幸せでいること
I'm praying that you

Drops of water pelted on the ground. Everywhere, but around me. I looked up and close my eyes..

Tada negatteru
ただ願ってる
May be happy for eternity

and prayed, I hope you and her will be together forever and ever.

Tatoe sore ga donna ni sabishikute mo
たとえそれがどんなに寂しくても
No matter how much that would make me lonely

It was breezy. I sat down by the shore, staring at the open sea. You left and I will never be a part of your life. I cupped my face with my hands and let it flow out.

 

 

- Hi, nice to meet you too, Hikari. -
- How can you say that ! You're the most good-looking guy I've ever seen in my life. -
- But Yunho yah, I get dizzy easily. I will not last long on the rollercoaster. Do you want me to throw up on you? -
- It's a beauty, Yunnie. -
- Okay, okay. I'll play with you, just one last time. -
- And you have such sticky ones! -
- Yeah, together forever. -
- Well, they have to. We'll always be together, right? You said so yourself. -
- You're my best friend. Who's going to be your bestman if it wasn't me? -
- You smell good, Yun. Delicious, in fact. -
- No, no, you go and have fun. It's your day, after all. -
- Okay, hand me your cam then. -
- I know. You better thank the angels for sending one of them down here. -
- Of course, I did Yunnie. I'd kick myself if I miss that one. -
- I know, I get it. I'm alright. You go on and join your wife. -

I'm sorry, boo. I have to do it. My heart will always belong to you. This very second, the next hour and tomorrow. Till eternity. I love you, Jaejoong.

Forever yours,
Jung Yunho

I've done my 2nd fic but I'm not posting them 'em yet since I adopted the plot bunneh from someone. I'm still anxiously waiting for her reply of her granted permission though. I hope she's still alive, kicking in LJ here. Imagine if someone were to place their hand on the plot bunny already !

/grabs plot bunny.
/hugs them possesively.

Will be writing my 3rd fic tomorrow ;D hint:lyrics-based.
& gdnite !

Title : Cook for Us, Hyung
Length : One Shot (1712 words)
Author : lollyribena
Pairing : Yunjae
Rating : G
Genre : Humour, Fluff, Crack
Summary : When the members tries all ways to persuade Jaejoong to cook again.

 
Adopted plot bunny from silverdeer </lj>.& this was her plot ;
-on another show dbsk said that jae joong NOT been cooking alot lately (due to schedule... and all of them (minus jae) said that they missed jae's cooking .. so maybe a oneshot of them cutely finding ways to get jae to cook?

 

(  “ No. You’re lucky cause I’m smart enough to see through your lie. And, please ask Changmin to act next time. You reek in acting. My Vicky would have done a better job.” )

 


Comments are  ♥loved♥.
They are the ones that keep me going, keep me writing more fics :)

This is a list of the Fanfiction that I've read. The ones that I'd really love and think it's worth to be read over and over again.

One Shot


Apartment 1509 by countingcarbs 
Forces of Gravity by caspien_sea 
Jigsaw by fightfair 
The Right Deed(He Knows) by kimimeemaya333 
Memos by fei_away </lj>

Offer by caspien_sea 
Silence by missnhaca 
Warmth by bel_chan 
Jaeho Mystery Write-ups by onionsroad
The Last Days of the Centuries by kallistei 

Not Thinking Twice by kallistei 
Inside Out by c0llisi0n 
Fine Line by coconutjack 
Chasing Pavements by immodicus 
Pieces of You by onionsroad

All the Signs of Stress by onionsroad
Memories by ouimonsieur 
One More Morning by kallistei 
Bitch, Please by onionsroad
Don't Worry, my Darling by  dinga_show

Bloody Silence by jumoon 
Red Schnapps by akagasuki 
Their Little Family by daynah_bo 
A Wench's Bump by cherryhatescake 
Replacements byyewook 

Childlike Something by mormorando 
Open to Interpretation by kallistei </lj>
Let's Go Party by sleepish </lj>
All Work and No Play by h_r_h_kittie 
No One Sleep in Tokyo by samikitty 

Spice Up Your Life by mormorando 
Leresis by blurmeese 
</lj>#3 The Ring, #2 Evening out, #1 The Red Denim  by pseudopoesy 





Chapter-ed


All The Pins and The Pricks by iwantmyhamato  / hell_angel_v2  , moon1084 
One Side of Love, Read this after you're done by caspien_sea 
Come Back  by akagasuki 
Jaejoong's Lyrics by


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My 1st ever written fanfiction ;D

Title : Hershey Surprises
Author : lollyribena
Pairing : Yunjae
Genre : Romance, Fluff, a little Crack
Summary : When Yunho’s back from dance practice, he expects love from Jaejoong. Little does he know the latter has prepared a surprise for him.

 

( Urm, you sure –points at box- about this?, you asked doubtfully. )

 

* Thanks for all the comments :) No words could describe the utter joy of reading each and every of your comments && keep it COMING IN ! 8DD

For starters, this is not my 1st post. It's far too bleak to be one. This is just a temporary post I'm creating to see how it will look on LJ. I'm a newb in LJ, you see. I practically know nothing here except there's lotsa good DBSK fanfiction here.

And, this is also to accommodate random strangers who by crook-or-nook manage to land themselves here. Why? I'm not sure. Just so when they're spending their half a milli-second here, they can entertain themselves by reading this. Hi ! *inserts cheery grin waves enthusiastically* I still can't find the emoticon icon .. yet. But, I will ! Someday. Tomorrow, or tomorrow's tomorrow. Next month. You'll see.

By now, you should have realize I' m the type of person that gets sidetrack easily. Yeap, easily distracted, that's me. Anyhoos, I'm still struggling to customize the layout. I wanted those yummy-enough-to-eat layout.. but after I copy & paste them in the html box, it didn't appear. So much for getting hold of this thing.

Mm.

This post is getting off real nice, isn't it? I might make this my 1st post. Neways, I should really get back to *cough* the layout section now. Toodles and do save this page somewhere, will ya? More updates to come !

*edit*

Right. I've successfully manage to turn the extremely-ugly-and-crappy layout to a more decent looking one. One I might be proud to link in my other blog. One that I look forward to seeing. Mm, *snuggles comfortably in LJ's lap* I might be shifting here after all.